Awwwwwww ^^!

I KISSSSHHH YOUUUUUUUU ^^

MUAH MUAH MUAH MUAH MUAH!!! ^^

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Aha Sorry!!! =3

Just felt like saying it to the world! ^^

Today marks the last day of school and I’m in com lab 2, with my beloved. ^^

Realized I forgot to blog about the weekend. Where did I leave out? …

Oh Feng played soccer with the boys on Saturday evening, and I met Lena at RI. It was really quite a surprise =), but we only talked for a wiiittttlleeee bit. She bought dinner for us later, heehee, and because we were planning to elope and run away for a night, we were cracking our heads thinking of where to go  and what to do, and then mum smsed and said it’d be better if he came over to stay, so she popped by school and gave us a lift home. So nice right? and as expected, he was being all shy and heeheehee when mum talked to him hahaha. I wonder when you’ll eventually calm down. ^^

So we went back and dad said hi and pulled me into the room to talk to me about studies for like a good hour. After I came out all flushed and embarrassed that I left Feng alone for so long, I went into the living room only to see him doing his revision and my dad was impressed. =P ‘Why can’t you learn from him and just sit down!?’ Hahaha you won’t understand dad! =D

So we watched TV and talked for a long while until something like 2am and then we slept on the couches. He slept on the bigger one of course. Oh he actually slept first, but woke up 5 minutes later to complain that it was too hot and I touched his cheeks and he was SWEATING!!! I was like HUH?!?!?!! the aircon was blowing at him and I was feeling okay but he was SWEATING?? O_O So I took the remote and switched it to the lowest temperature and he was alright soon. ^^ PHEW it was such a relief I thought something bad was going to happen. I haven’t told him that I freezed the night away =P Ah but he’s beside me watching me type this now so…

Ah-heeheehee. =D *Blush*

So in the morning we went to school for MY pw meeting and then zheng feng didn’t go for HIS pw meeting (HOPE NONE OF THEM READ THIS!!!) and then we went to J8 and got ‘The World Ends WIth You’ from Comics Connection and we’ve been playing it since! It’s been so fun that I’ve stopped playing Harvest Moon diligently too! Can you believe that?! I can’t… T_T But I miss my harvest moon. -Looks at zheng feng x3-

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He said ’stop it arh.’

Okay lor. So bad one. Hmpphhhh.

Later go your house to take. ^^

Sorry again =/

Mind sharing with me what happened at the bbq?

Just not separable

Nursing him back into the pink of health. I can’t believe how it’s really like super glue, … will there ever be a day when I feel your absence? Yes, there will be some days I guess. Don’t want to think about them now though. Concentrating on making you the happiest person in the world right now. ><

Haha and yes lili Auntie, Next time when you decide to leave a comment please don’t be so frank hurhur it’s not very nice if you’re a reader, owe you icecream! =P

Let me be there

If words are inadequate,

I would show it by hugging you all so gently for as long as you need until we can feel that internal attachment, and not tightly because if strength measured love, it would kill you.

Edit: Hey. HEYYYY. I’m still here. Jia’s still here.

How amazing

I wonder what it’d be like to

1) Taste something that has been completely burnt. I’ve never eaten anything like that for all the obvious reasons, but I just wonder what that staleness tastes like. It’d be pretty darn exciting, no? Even the risk of cancer doesn’t bother me.

2) Fly a refrigerator, the same way you fly a kite. So far it’s only possible in dreams, because you can’t lock helium into a refrigerator… well who said you couldn’t anyway, it’s just that no one’s tried it yet. Perhaps I shall try it someday, but then I’d need guidance. I don’t want to smash windows or hurt anyone.

3) Wear a corset, squeezing all the air out of my lungs as my ribs cage in, swallowing my heart. I want to know what it feels like, that breathless feeling that women from the olden centuries put themselves through to get their perfect hour glass figure. What a pain. I considered the thought of binding my feet too before this, but decided wearing the corset would be better because at least walking wouldn’t hurt.

4) Take part in a horse race as a rider. It’d be fantastic adrenalin but I think my little heart won’t be able to take it. I can predict I will fall off the horse and lay there helplessly, praying that I won’t get trampled on. Why does it seem like this event which can lead to a gold medal could turn into a nightmare?

5) Go back in time.

I may or may not update this list. It depends on when I have time to use the computer in school, because my laptop has been chucked into the casing for a good 2 weeks already. It seems like I could live away from technology, now that I have my DS, and loves. =)

The beauty in a smile

I wonder if you know how amazing you look, when you’re smiling. It seems like they came and sucked out all that happiness from you… you’re now a deflated balloon with a deformed face. =( You don’t dare to smile anymore, afraid you’d scare everyone away…

Smile for me, my darling! Smile, smile, smile! Smile and soon your world will light up in a second and happiness will overwhelm you. Be brave to smile.

I think I get it when they say I’m a very positive thinker. I do believe in the importance of thinking positively. It doesn’t hurt to think positively, it helps your wounds heal faster. =)

Take care, my friends.

Harvest Moon DS!

It’s happening, all so fast. Just a few days have passed since I started playing, and now I’ve already been through a year in harvest moon land. It has been fun! =) But I met my first setback when the memory in slot 1 got deleted all of a sudden yesterday, and I was left with saved memories from like 2 weeks ago (game time), so the 300k I earned through gambling in the casino for credits with the help of my dearest, was washed down the drain just like that. =( Can you believe it?! I couldn’t! I was still grappling to make sense out of the whole thing an hour after it happened. It was so depressing!!! /_\ But I pulled myself together as Feng helped me earn parts of the gambling credits back, and as of 11AM today, I have gotten back all 300k worth of credits with the help of my love ^_^, and earned more money through sales too. ^^ Woohoo! Plus, I have more game time as I’m only at day 5 of the winter season as compared to day 17 previously.

I have some money so we’re going to buy games later. =)

My new DS!

I got a new DS! I have been pressing at the buttons repeatedly and swishing about with the stylus since it came out from the package. It’s amazing, and I chose my first game to be harvest moon. It’s not the first time I’ve played it, I was hooked onto it for a week or two back in primary 6. Now that it’s out on DS… =D, my dreams have come true! Haha, harvest moon is about to take over my life. O_O

My dear just shouted ‘爱心面!!!’!!! He cooked it for me!!!

^^ ^^ ^^!!!

OFF TO EAT BYE

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Reality TV is cool!

Today is feng zai’s OP dry run. ^^ I’m printing his script for him heeheehee.

You won’t see this til after school hours or unless you go home earlier. It doesn’t really matter actually.

I will be thinking of you. =x

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Surprises me how some things so simple and uncomplicated can blow up to become such big issues. -_- Sigh, so tiring.

Kevy!

Your jiajialiangteh misses you! /_\

Just wanted to proclaim it to the entire world that seeing you in the morning and a little bit in the afternoon everyday is not enough! It is not enough!!! /_\

I. Demand. More. Time. With. You.

Okay? =)

I hope you’re smiling as you’re reading this because I am. ^^

Singing your heart out ;O

Just spent something like 3 hours chatting and playing on the bed after dinner and the rolling and flattening and suffocating and laughing so hard and then the madness died down as we got more tired, and then out of no where he just started to sing songs from boy bands like michael learns to rock, backstreet boys, westlife, nsync, aerosmith and singles like david cook and eminem. The love songs just came flowing like a huge big flush and I just lay there like a love struck fool, my head on his chest, listening to him sing and sing and sing for like a good hour, non-stop, …for me.

So dazed and love struck now, hahaha, I’m oozing with so much love my entire body feels so warm and hot! Ah, I hope it’s not part of the menstrual cycle. =P The funniest part was when he said ‘are you crying?!’ and then I said ‘yeah…’ and I realized that I was so happy that I cried without knowing!

Oh the most amazing thing is that I didn’t go to school today and he made my day so much better. =)

To my
Beloved,

signed with overflowing love, big fuzzy hugs, wet sloppery kisses and a sincere heart.

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‘Will you marry me?’

I would never trade you for anything in the world.

That warm fuzzy feeling in your stomach! ^^

‘Don’t panic. What we have most is time, dear. Time with each other.’

=)

Bwahaha! ^^

I guess it’s true. Everything’s slowed down so quicky, and it’s been so fast I think I haven’t noticed! =) Hahaha =D. School’s lessons have been reduced to lectures. We’ve so much less to worry about now and there’s time to play ball, joke, talk, laugh, and just spend time with each other, everywhere and anywhere. =)

I love this!!! Aaaahhh! =D I think I feel it now! Truly. That carefree feeling. I think it’s here, finally. For me, for you, and hopefully for everybody else too. ^^ I feel … so happy. =) I was worried some weeks back that I would never truly feel it because of OP, Stress to excel in academics, Kai Li’s PSLE and many other things but I guess I really do feel as though a heavy rock has been lifted off my chest. I feel invincible.

The past few days have been fun too =P. Very fun! Yesterday was probably one of the most sincere and fun times I had with a group of so… genuinely friendly people. It’s pretty amazing, you won’t believe me if I wrote about it, so I shan’t talk about them. It’d take too long to write everything down, anyway. =) And if you’re reading this, by any chance, I had a blast yesterday =), and I wish the same to youuuuu! =D

OH OH I also bought 5 pairs of pink woven shorts with ribbons recently! I am obsessed with wearing them to everywhere. Erps! Feng only allows me to wear them when I sleep/when I’m at home/when I’m at his place though, because he says they attract too much attention and they are SHORTs after all. So thoughtful, he also said he liked them too and he agreed that they look cute on meeeee! Yayyy! =) -Gleaaaaaammmmyyyy-^_^

Party soon! Plus more shopping! Plus more cooking! And hopefully something super surprising even. It would bring our relationship to a whole new level (don’t get kinky with me, I’m not referring to anything like that =D), and I would love having an opportunity like that.

Last thing on the list?

Persuade my parents. =) Shhhh! ^^

Like a baby.

=)

We’re at his place now. It’s raining outside and he’s fast asleep on the bed beside me…

Don’t you always wish a moment like this can last forever?

After school, we went to Funan to lunch and purchased his new DS game! Whee =) I get to play too =P We also got to eat Anderson’s icecream! Haha YAY! ^^, creamy creamy macademia nut and danish nougat! ^^ I was so happy, he could tell. After that, we felt so tired and sweaty so we decided to come back to shower, and look where he’s drifted off to already. =)

I wonder what he’s dreaming of. ^^ He’s probably too tired to be dreaming, anyway. Hahaha =) I shall give him a good hug when he wakes up.